plague this an abounding thing, cyanotic listless of air, once again the stab of my heart

dandiferous to meet you

ironic and chaotic is life in a whirlwind of functional yet not cookie cutter love affair. What is this unforfilled space between that part of me that is addicted to you needs no space but needs to breath but please only for a second cannot wait too long again befores it comes

AND BANANA PANCAKES, SAYS CAMERON AS HE ROCKS OUT TO GUITAR HEROE.

BANANA PANCAKES

Essentially life has progressed quite well since my departure from my marriage. Unchained to the destructive mess he was has broadened my motivation. I rock out, work alot of shifts in the hospital, and go to the gym. I am conditioning myself for the journey ahead... awaiting my next unexpected journey.

I say to my Friend


Don't let it I say
Grow and take you away
A cancerous mass
diverges a pass

But I will not let you take that way
I will always hold you until you can only say
Even in the fuzzy parts
because when it starts
nothing is closer than me
and I will be the skin of thee

days

Today I feel relieved yet stressed had to fix my car and trying to get into a class needed for school. I told my husband I am leaving him this month. Free atl last!

I have a Potbelly pig named Chunky but he really has like fifty million names, I shall list a few: he does not care what I call him, he just wants some of my ice cream

big and fat

chunkins

bigger pigger

weiner dog

baber chunk

piggy

reiny